E = mc 2

Haha.. Yea, the power of E is so big that I don't think I can manage it anymore. So, first thing first, let's just forget the E until we are comfortable to deal with it.. (a really deep analogy but a really suitable one.. Gosh, Im proud of myself)

Have been making a lot of lonely decisions these few days. Not easy when you cannot discuss with others, nor others can provide you with really good advice. So, at the end, you need to decide yourself, it's for yourself anyway.. fair enough.....

Am happy to know that I am still the-same-old-me. Changed a bit but I am happy with that (not so happy with the leadership skill though, go with the flow is not a really good one.. should change it). Still emphasize in do the right thing, instead of as long as I am happy.

Am super happy these few weeks. Never come to my mind that human being can be that happy. Thanks guy for made it happened. Gonna miss all those time. The talk (not the pillow talks though, suffer a lot :p), the badminton, the dinner... oh, don't forget the car-pushing!!!

Still do not understand a lot of people but who cares. People always do things that they think are right.

Not simple, nor sophisticated anymore (just realise should use complicated instead of sophisticated.. hahaha). It's closed. The end.

Decision made means the holiday is ended which also means the start of the new page of life.

And for E = mc 2... This post is dedicated to you because you can be harmful (nuclear bomb) and yet helpful (nuclear power). You are something there, that we wish to ignore but we just cannot. Ok, instead of we, maybe it's better to use I... Oh well, lalala

rab bit.... *a frog sound*

lazy to update my blog... hmmm, maybe it's time to stop blogging.

another stage of life... excited but scared, this is so not like me...

stop or not stop?? i guess I will decide after the holiday...


"You are not alone"

when im bored, i bored

Hey, wat's the point of waking up early when you have nothing to do??

If only I can sleep more than 8 hours everyday. :(

Boring holiday is ended soon...

Post exam

I think a lot recently. About myself, about others, about almost everything.

The same issues. The same conclusions. No any new findings. Haha.. It's bored to not realise anything new. But pretty sure something will happen over the holiday and I cannot wait to see it happen!!

The examination was alright. Thank you for all your supports and encouragements. It's really feel good to have peace while answering all questions. Maybe that is the balance of life. The balance between sacrifice and rewards.

Had an interesting conversation with John yesterday. I am not sure what's the conclusion of the conversation but it makes me realised that relationship is far more complicated than I think. Honestly, I am not mature enough to start a relationship. And that uncertainty keeps me single until today. A good thing, I reckon.

Still in the state of depression. As usual, depressed after examination. :(

This holiday is not a holiday. First time in my life, I actually plan for my holiday. And I hope I can carry out my plans. Unusual but it's good.

It time to stop worrying about becoming a good leader and move to my next task. Yea, I heard something. A lover maybe.. haha

I join the club

Finally the exam is done. Not sure how did I do. But one thing for sure. There are peace in my heart and I really really do my best already. Cannot do better already. So, I am ready for whatever the results is...

That means holiday starts today. Yeah, I was depressed yesterday. If you ask me, yesterday might be the fun-nest day in my holiday. The only day without any stress and filled with only the things that I love to do. Badminton, church, chat with friends, chat with family... Yea, a wonderful day it was yesterday.

Anyway holiday is here and I better to think of doing something real soon.. Haha.. It's time to relax and start the engine soon. Real soon.. :)

study study study...

I counted the blessings I have and I lose count...

Thanks for everything.

I will continue to do my best until the end... It's a win win situation, right?? :)